January Roundup

I have to confess that none of my new years goals have succeeded in January but there is still hope for February.

I started reading A Casual Vacancy by JK Rowling - It didn't capture me like I thought it would.  I will finish it but now I have to pick a new book for February.  I just hope that at the end of the month I don't have 12 books that I need to finish.

I haven't been writing wither.  On the goals front I am a mess but I did have a lot of fun in the month of January.

Highlights

Can you ask for recommendations on a masturbation white (wine)??
I got to see friends that I don;'t see very often.
Plus much more?

this is harder than I though

For the last few days I have been struggling with what to write about.  Typing a paragraph or two then deleting it.

Its all too personal or not personal enough.  It's all too serious or to frivolous.  

I have been trying desperately to sit and write some things about balance.  I can't seem to get my grasp on it.  I think I need some of it but don't know where to get it.

If you know a place let me know.

Well anyway I need some inspiration and for now I will leave this very sad post.

What a glass of wine can do.

the answers is wonders.  I'll sit back drink my 3rd or 4th glasses of Conquista Malbec and share some thoughts.

First thought, I am the worst typist so a few glasses of wine in sure won't help.

Second thought, I have awesome wine glasses.

I can't count continue to count so let's get to it.  I have to think about what I will spend this blog time writing about, I am sure it will be wine and tv shows because those are the things I find relaxing and as much as I would like to write about wine I have something else I would like to share.

It has to do with one of my New Year's goals: writing more.

So I use writing as a outlet for the stuff in my life.  I write stuff that is not for other's consumption and things that one day I could share. I have a few problems that will hinder me getting me to the "I wrote a pop culture phenomenon book" status. The stage fright that held me back from being an awesome actress I have for letting people read my work. I have doubts that it will never be good enough (boo to tat lack of confidence). the other thing is that I would actually have to write.  To get to the other things I would actually have to write, in a creative manner.

Over the last few days I have been thinking "what would I write about", I read, I have ideas but how do you get from 5 pages to 200 pages.  How do you let it go? I have enough trouble with web pages.

So I guess I have a little confidence building to do (or wine drinking) and writing to do.

The first story, there is a jock, that was abducted by aliens.

See.

So now what?

I think since this mornings post, I would like to put more of an effort to post more than once a year. So far I made it this year.

Tonight I saw Les Miserables, it was so good.  I would see it again and will recommend it to all the people I know who don't DO musicals.  Its when you see a movie that brings forward emotion that you think about all the outlets you have or had for those emotions or emotions in general.

I don't know if it the new year (because last year I don't think I cared)  or seeing Les Mis that makes me want to get back to the things that I once used to process emotions. I found myself thinking back to high school - a time that can stay where it is - and the drama and theatre classes and how much fun they were. hey inspired me to write and to really enjoy the arts.

Well see where this renewed passion takes me this year.

Maybe even a post tomorrow.

Its a new year

Well it's 2013 and I would like to share my new year's resolution and goals.

Resolution:  Don't sabotage myself. - I'm good at it so I will resolve to not do it again this year.  If I don't accomplish everything I want this year we will know.

Goal #1: Exercise more - I would say lose weight but that's stressful.  So if I can just get my ass in a gym the eating better and weight loss will fall into place.

Goal #2: Read at least one book a month.  I'm a smart girl and can read - I also love reading.  I just have to figure out how to read obsessively and still get sleep.

Goal #3: Write more.  I was say I am going to write a book - but that's stressful.  I am just going to write more.  I used to write all the time and some where in time I slowed down to an almost stop. So the goal is to write, stories, blog posts, the elusive book or something (maybe letters to my friends and family).

That's it those are simple enough.  Last year was good, this year will be better.

This year will be all ice cream, pizza, partying and making out with boys. (You know the fun things in life.)

One other thing:  Not losing faith in the fact that this world is not as awful of a place as last year showed us it could be.