Time

Did I get anything that I wanted to get done tonight done??

Well the big answer to that is no. I wanted to do laundry, didn't happen. I wanted to clean, didn't happen. I wanted to post on my blog. Ok that happened but just barely.

So today I went to see The Dark Knight. I must say that I loved it. I don't know what the pull is for me toward Batman. The Caped Crusader, right? There is something about vigilante justice that makes a good movie for me. The only good justice is justice you make for yourself. That statement I am sure will come back to haunt me I'm sure. Maybe when I am on trial. Anyway, I thought the Joker performance was great and I laughed maniacally at how truly off kilter the Joker can be. Well you do have to suspend belief. (Spiderman sucks - not the movie the character)

Going to see the movie has inspired me to put a new poll on my blog. I was told that it seemed a little crazy to go to a movie alone. Whatever, I enjoy my own company.

Well before I put that poll up and I venture off to bed, I have to make the statement that my eye hurts. I don't know if this is cause to worry but oh well.

Why I blog less

At first I thought it was because I was too busy. I now realized that I drink less wine and wine is the key to the success of every nonsensical blog.

Drink up.

My week in review

Well I was pretty busy at work. I taught Excel Basic 2. Now I don't know how the students took it but I was not on my A game. I didn't have as much time to prepare as I wished I would have. I also taught CMS (content contributor) to some people. I thought that went ok. I mean I have been using it now for quite some time and think I have got a good enough grasp on it.

Anyway I made some progress on some projects and even impressed myself in my ability to just figure out some thing if I just put a little effort in them.

Well Sunday I spent some time with the family. Over to my aunt Cindy's for dinner. Then came home and watched a lot of tv. Nothing very exciting. My great-aunt Winona was in town hanging with the fam after all the health scares.

Well Monday I came home and took a nap. No movie night since Pam and Michael are off to Iowa. I guess I can say to start a family and further their careers.

Tuesday was customary nachos and beer at Harry's. I am going to try to make a good effort to eat less when at Harry's. Cut out the mini burgers I think and just stick with half the nachos. We'll see how that goes.

On Wednesday, I went to Axel's with some co-workers and had an interesting time. Some people obnoxiously made their way into our group. This is where strangers touched me and I tried not to be to weird about it. If you know me at all I tensed up but I was not the focus of the strangers attention, thankfully. It was a weird night for sure.

Thursday night I saw a message on Twitter and decided I would walk over to Rascal's for meet Liz. That was fun. We talked with a guy named Aaron that told us about how smart he was. he had graduated high school at 16, received two degrees by the time he was 22 and now he was taking a year to have fun. What can I say I can get people to tell me their life stories without saying much at all. I think that means I should have gone in to the field of journalism. Who knows.

Well Friday was very uneventful for me. I just wanted to come home and take a nap. Which didn't happen. I sleepily talked on the phone with my sister ate dinner did internet stuff tried miserably to organize all my pictires then read The Kite Runner in bed.

Now its Saturday I am doing the internet stuff again. Blogging apparently.

I know I blatantly left oft punctuations during the post, maybe i will fix that later maybe not.

ted.

What's your blog's reading level?

Well if you are reading my blog you are reading a blog at college reading level.

http://www.criticsrant.com/bb/reading_level.aspx

Becoming an Evil Scientist

I found this link on Neil Gaiman's Journal and I found it extremely funny. So I thought I'd share with the world.

http://cjsd.blogspot.com/2008/02/ten-simple-rules-for-graduate-students.html

Reading

I was doing my morning reading of not news and I came across the blog of Neil Gaiman. In the post I read he was responding to a bookseller who is not the biggest fan of him experimenting with putting one of his book s online for free. The bookseller had to survive and all.

I see both sides of the argument but I like the side better that says if you never had a taste of (let's say) cheese how will you ever know you like it.

Now I I must say that I would one day love to be an successful author of both fiction and non-fiction. When this happens I would love it if people bought my books but I do know I'll have to give a sample.

Which brings to why the saying "Why buy the cow when you get the milk for free is wrong".

Wouldn't you be pissed if you bought a cow without trying the milk (because the cow had pretty spots or whatever) and you find out that the milk is bad?

So getting back to why this post is titled "Reading". In Gaiman's post he sites the statistic that 1 in 4 adults read no books last year. It's kind of scary to read, even though I may fit in that category. I know I have started to read books but didn't finish one.

I would love to be a pleasure reader again. I don't have the time. Every year I set big reading goals for myself and never achieve them. I am now a part of a book club that a friend started. I have the book I am on like page 6 there are almost 400 pages wish me luck. Some have suggested I just watch the movie. I know that it is cheating.

I have a vague idea of what my point for this post was and it is...

If you want me to read your work and gain a fan. Give me a sample. If you are a good dealer, your words will be like heroin and I will want need to read more. I will go to a local bookshop (once I find one I like) and buy the hell out of your books. I have been know to go back and buy an additional copy because I have ruin my first by reading it to much (or hard).

Neil Gaiman's Journal
The Neil Gaiman post

ted.

Could be good or bad news...

After 4 years my complimentary Playboy subscription is ending.

Oh well I probably have 6 months worth of unopened mags at home.

ted.

When did I get so busy

I have so many things that I need to do. I probably couldn't list them all if I tried. There are things that I know I just need to get them over and done with:
Putting my dresser together (It's been sitting in my hallway since I bought it at Ikea)
Fixing my "work" bag (It broke one morning outside of Sabin. I have been carrying my Vicky's Secret bag and the weirdos that I naturally attract has new reasons to talk to me - see my post from a few days ago)
Fixing my new tank top - the straps are too long.
I need to go to the store and buy cake mix for Anna's birthday cake.
I need to buy beer for the Brewers game on Friday.

Busy busy. I need to relax. That won't be happening soon.

ted.

Never wear or carry items with words

After running to catch the bus today, I sit down and a older bearded guy says to me...

I just wanted to let you know We are here.

I smile and nod. Damned Victoria's Secret tote.

Its time to fix my sunglassed faces bag.

ted.

Beth's Playlist

After talking with Beth about many things. We discovered that she needed a Tamara's playlist. So I will be throughout the day compiling a list of the music that I am listening to or just plain amuse me.

Duffy - Mercy
Estelle - American Boy
Lil Wayne - Lollipop
Maroon 5 feat Rihanna - If I Never See Your Face Again
Gavin Rossdale - Love Remains the Same
Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love

I'll probably think of more as soon aas I close this window.

My Contributions to the internet

Everyday it gets harder and harder to stay connected even though I am an internet worker. I don't have the time anymore, unless I am taking a sanity break like I am now.

Well I will continue to try and I do contribute some via twitter. Although never anything of substance because I am being watched there. That's a whole other rant that I will probably won't have the time for.

ted out.

Monday Night Movie Night

Well the end is near for movie night in its current state. I have one last pick before Pam and Michael move away. So I have been thinking of what exactly we should do with the blog. I think we can continue to use it in a way to keep each other up-to-date on what were watching and recommend movies to each other. Another thought is we use it to update each other on what spin-off movie nights are watching. I don't want to get rid of it because it chronicles over 2 years of a groups of people movie viewing habits. As well as memories that we've made in those years. I am actually IMing with Pam right now and she telling me about a Britney Spears look-alike and how the blog needs to be updated. Oh and celebrity babies. That's all of the point though what do we do?

Any ideas?

Oh Bryan

What can I tell you about Bryan?
he's 22
he was in the marine corps for 4 years
the love of his life is John (he carries John's senior picture in his wallet)
he has a half black (cousin/niece) named Alyssa (other half Italian)
he's from Illinois
he's pissed @ the Catholic church
he's a close talker

I can be sure of these facts because he was very close to me while repeating this information over and over. Well until John came to get him leaving after harassing a couple of salad-eaters.

What I can tell you about me? I'm a easy target. Drunk people love me. There could be something said about how approachable I am. Granted I brought this on by bumping into his chair. I said sorry and then he started talking. I am going to go with the fact that I am a people person and I look friendly.


Update:

Bryan also works at the Pfister.

ted.

Jello Shots

So I asked my sister for her recipe for very potent jello shots and she told me replace all water with alcohol.

I then asked her how did they gelatinize. Which I know isn't a word but whatever.

I have been doing research and I am thinking flavored vodka.

Any suggestions?

So tired

I am so tired I don't know what to do. I have had double the caffiene as normal I got enough sleep last night. I don't know what the deal is.

So what's going on in the world. Well here in the Milwaukee area we had a little rain over the last couple of days.

Here are a few of my favorites from user submitted pictures on jsoline:

http://www2.jsonline.com/site/userphotos/SlideShow.aspx?catid=114&N=43&photoid=14364&filetype=JPG&PageNumber=&FolderName=Jun08

http://www2.jsonline.com/site/userphotos/SlideShow.aspx?catid=114&N=53&photoid=14345&filetype=JPG&PageNumber=&FolderName=Jun08

http://www2.jsonline.com/site/userphotos/SlideShow.aspx?catid=114&N=56&photoid=14322&filetype=JPG&PageNumber=&FolderName=Jun08

http://www2.jsonline.com/site/userphotos/SlideShow.aspx?catid=114&N=56&photoid=14322&filetype=JPG&PageNumber=&FolderName=Jun08

http://www2.jsonline.com/site/userphotos/SlideShow.aspx?catid=114&N=70&photoid=14346&filetype=JPG&PageNumber=&FolderName=Jun08

http://www2.jsonline.com/site/userphotos/SlideShow.aspx?catid=114&N=75&photoid=14318&filetype=JPG&PageNumber=&FolderName=Jun08


http://www2.jsonline.com/site/userphotos/SlideShow.aspx?catid=114&N=110&photoid=14305&filetype=JPG&PageNumber=&FolderName=Jun08

Anyway I have lots to do today.

Well Well

Life is busy and I haven't posted here in a while.

I will try more. I just need to be at home more.

Yeah I need to publicly discuss

Stay tuned for a post about generations.

I have a problem

You know you have a problem when because John Mayer told you too you watched a girl pole dance in what I would assume is her living room.

http://tinyurl.com/6nszjq

Enjoy for yourself.

Cupcakes

I want to make these

http://agoodappetite.blogspot.com/2008/05/dark-chocolate-cupcakes-with-caramel.html

20 Super Hero Songs

Here they are:

http://www.hypeful.com/2008/05/13/top-20-super-hero-songs/

Teen Witch Top That Lyrics

I'm king, and they know it
When i snap my fingers everybody says show it
I'm hot
and your not
But if you wanna hang with me I'll give it one shot
Top that, top that
You can give all that you can, but you will never top that!
You can dream until you're blue but you can never top that
huh huh
I'm hot
and your not
But if you wanna hang with me I'll give it one shot
Top that, top that
You can do all that you can but you'll never top that, top that

Supersonic, idiotic, disconnecting, not respecting, who would really ever wanna go and top that
Such a waste of pretty face but hanging in your no one's face
I wish that you would take a look and really stop that
Top that, stop that
I don't really give a about tryin to top that
Top that, stop that
I wish you finally take a real look and really stop that
Whats this, stop that
What gives, stop that
I don't really give a about tryin to top that
top that, big deal
top that, unreal
you can try until youre blue
i will make a fool of you
TOP THAT

Santa Playing Cards

Santa Playing Cards
Originally uploaded by knochie

I want a deck of these cards. I am on the hunt.

Umm Well Ok

If you want to see bizarre check this out. It is Fall Out Boy's Beat It video.

Bad Candy

I sometime I blindly post things to both twitter and my blog. Good thing I actually read this one first.

http://tinyurl.com/693f4b

Actress turned Singer

What do you think?

Heartburn

I have a raging case of heartburn. I will pay someone to bring me an antacid.

I guess I will have to go somewhere and buy some tums or something.

Music: Today's Favorites

So I am going to keep this up so through out the day i will update this entry.

Kings of Leon - Because of the Times - On Call
Pink - I'm not Dead - I Got Money Now

Had to finish think the next three will all be Raconteurs - Consolers of the Lonely(after watching them perform at Coachella) because I couldn't just choose one:

Carolina Drama
Rich Kid Blues
Attention

Back hopely tomorrow with more song picks. Its the weekend it might get crazy.

Music: Todays favorites

Since I don't have the attention span to do a proper yearly list. I will do a today's favorite list as often as I remember.

Snow Patrol - Eyes Open - Make this go on Forever
Duffy - Rockferry - Mercy
The Raconteurs - Consolers of the Lonely - Consoler of the Lonely
Panic at the Disco - Pretty. Odd. - Nine in the Afternoon
Erykah Badu - Live - Tyrone

I think 5 will do.

Who are you?

Who are you?

Hit forward and place an X by all the things you've done and remove the X From the ones you have not. Answer the 29 questions at the end and send it to your friends (including me). (ok this is from an email, improvise.

() Gone on a blind date
(X) Skipped school
( ) Watched someone die
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(X) Been to Florida
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
(X) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington, DC
() Swam in the ocean
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played cops and robber
( ) Recently colored with crayons (surprisingly enough)
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid for a meal with coins only?
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
(X) Made prank phone calls
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(X) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa
(X) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(X) Watched the sunrise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
(X) Gone ice-skating
( ) Been skinny dipping outdoors
(X) Gone to the movies and didn't watch the movie

1. Any nickname? so many
2. Mother's name? Denise
3. Favorite drink? depends on the day and the activity
4. Tattoo? one but want more
5. Body piercing? yes tongue
6. How much do you love your job? Well I am still here so its not that bad
7. Birthplace? Milwaukee, WI
8. Favorite vacation spot? Las Vegas
9. Ever been to Africa? No
10. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? yes
11. Ever been on TV? yes, the news(picture only)
12. Ever steal any traffic sign? no
13. Ever been in a car accident? no
14. Drive a 2-door or 4-door vehicle? I wish
15. Favorite salad dressing? no favorite I like salad dressing though
16. Favorite pie? no favorite but I was thinking of a chocolate pie recently though
17. Favorite number? 13
18. Favorite movie? there are a few
19. Favorite holiday? my birthday
20. Favorite dessert? I love desserts
21. Favorite food? mmm, food
22. Favorite day of the week? Saturday
23. Favorite brand of body wash? don't have one
24. Favorite toothpaste? do people actually have favorites I know i don't like one favored with fruit essences
25. Favorite smell(s): I prefer things to be odorless good or bad
26. What do you do to relax? laugh
27. How do you see yourself in 10 years? successful in a different way than I am now
28. Furthest place you will send this message? I'm putting this on the internet who knows who will see it
29. Who will respond to this the fastest?keep checking the blog to see

book review

I Was Told There'd Be Cake by Sloane Crosley

So this post is mainly for Michael's girlfriend, Calley.

I haven't gotten very far in the book yet but I am recommending so far. Here is a quote from the book that anyone in the age of original Oregon Trail could appreciate.

"Oregon Trail slowly moved toward a singular goal. It also had a distinct masturbatory quality. Here was something millions of preteens did, only you wouldn't find out until much later in life."


A little more about the book: It is funny in the conversational, tell me more kind of story that a friend tells way.

More to come...

New things

I am trying out the new Blogroll thing in blogger hope its as cool as they say it is.

Last Year

Well around this time last year my John Mayer obsession was in full swing. Like anything else that obsession has many factors that effect it. Think economics. Anyway. I think a good John Mayer-ish spell of blogging is about to begin. To my delight and I am sure (horror of others who discount music for no good reason at all) John Mayer will be back at Summerfest this year. Which means I will be at Summerfest again this year.

Heavy Thinking

Well I have been trying to keep up with the internet and its very hard for me at the moment. I was reading a famous person's blog today and I started to think about the sentiment that the famous person was trying to get across. Anyway some of the thoughts really hit close to home. If anyone has been around me lately I have been on the edge (of so much). When I have more time I will reveal aforementioned famous person and other thoughts of mine.

Hello World

What's up out there? I have a headache but I won't let that keep me down. It really does suck that its raining out though.

I can't think of anything clever to say or anything. So I won't.

Well Well

First off, I don't give a shit.

I would say that I didn't know what I was thinking but on second thought I know exactly what I was thinking and that was very questionable. Many of you know I sent out a slew of text messages. None of which I got answers too but I will be ok, despite the fact that no one loves me but Robby and Kim. I must say I am not nearly as drunk as I wished I was but I will say man was tonight uncomfortable. For everyone just not me.

At BBC, it's Wednesday so it's Hamburger Hell and I have a yearning to go. Robby indulged me. As I was walking to meet Robby, I thought 'I was going to take the night back'. Well that slogan is taken for a much better cause than mine. I know I torture myself (a little) but this was a bit much for me tonight.

I wish that things didn't have to be as awkward as they are but there is nothing I can do about it. You know I am polite and really really need to go to bed. I will say hi to whoever will say hi to me. I learned it's not to many people. Well whatever. You know I am a nice girl, if nothing else polite. Ask a bus driver.

The night was filled with lovely saying that I shouldn't repeat online, but the sentiment was I'm a fun time who know one likes.

My response is "I don't give a shit."

I must say this while I am in a relatively good mood. I am not upset with anyone, I don't have the time. I would like to go back to having a drama-free lifestyle. More importantly I will no matter who I have to cut out. I sick of all the bullshit and if anyone can name a time that I did something to them out a maliciousness (and if we were or are friends) sorry. There is nothing else for me to give.


I'll end this post with this:

fuckedy fuck fuck fuck, suck that.

survey

Fill out this fun survey and then share it with your friends. Enter your name to let the survey creator know who you are or leave blank to take the survey anonymously.

Hot or Cold?
neither warm

Sun or Moon?
sun

Vanilla or Chocolate?
vanilla

100 acquaintances or 3 best friends?
3 Best Friends

Mountains or Ocean?
mountains

Cats or Dogs?
Dogs

Porsche or Hummer?
neither of these seem to work for me economically but if I must porsche

Black or White?
Black

Las Vegas or New York?
why not both

Salad or Steak?
Steak

Long Hair or Short Hair?
short hair

Scary Movie or Comedy?
Comedy

Home Cooked Meal or Eating Out?
home cooked meal

Sunny or Rainy?
sunny

Sunset or Sunrise?
both can be awesome but I'll choose sunrise

Deep or Shallow?
are we talking water or personality

4 wheeler or Jet Ski?
4 wheeler.

Dress Up or Dress Down?
Dress up

Shower or Bath?
Bath

Chocolate or Roses?
roses

Pub or Nightclub?
Pub

Apples or Oranges?
oranges

The Beatles or Elvis?
elvis

Lust or Love?
Love

Angels or Flowers?
Angels

Europe or The Caribbean?
The Caribbean

Night Owl or Early Bird?
I'm neither

Sunday Football or Sunday Picnic?
Sunday Football

Nickelodeon or MTV?
MTV

Rock Music or Classical?
classical

Weight Lifting or Cardio?
ugh both

Ritzy Party or Chill with Close Friends?
ritzy party

Coke or Pepsi?
Pepsi

Halloween or Independence Day?
halloween - it is be something your not day

Museum or Movie Theater?
museum

High Rise Apartment or House in the Country?
high rise apartment

Subway or McDonalds?
McDonalds

Train or Plane?
Plane

Marriage or Living Together?
it all depends

Summer or Winter?
summer

Bite or Lick?
I can't answer this

Jeans or Slacks?
Jeans

Wine or Beer?
Wine

Talking or Texting?
texting

Whistle or Singing?
singing
Bright or Dark Room?
dark room

Chill with Boys or Girls?
my girls

Monopoly or Chess?
Monopoly

Hats or Beanies?
Hats

food blog

Man it had been so long since anyone posted on the food blog. I guess I haven't been cooking that much lately. Not to mention that my camera was broken. I got a new camera so I am a picture taken fool again. I made chocolate peanut butter chip cookies. Check out the blog and the cookies http://dinnerness.blogspot.com/

Big Spender

This weekend I did a lot of shopping. I don't know why I have the urge to not have money in my pockets but you know I was boosting the economy.

Well I will try to make a run down of what I bought:

Saturday was a jean expedition. I went to the mall looking for jeans, dark jeans. I went to the Gap and picked one of every dark jean they had unless it was over $70 (which I can't justify). I then took up residence in the dressing room and tried them all on. I am happy to say that I found a pair that I liked. I went to Old Navy on Thursday they didn't have my size in the styles and colors that I like. Then I was told they didn't exist. I told the girl that I had them in a different color, her response was "I don't have a good explanation for why the system is telling me that".

What else did I buy?? I went to H&M and got a shirt but because I didn't have time to try in on in the store I took it home and it didn't fit (I returned it on Sunday).

I went to Kohl's looking for new heels, the sale wasn't good enough but I still bought some things from the intimate department (that makes me laugh).

Then I went home to get dresses for ladies' night with Jenni.

Sunday I did more shopping this was planned shopping. I needed to find a dress to wear to Pam's wedding. I don't know if I was successful. But I like it.

I also went to Best Buy and bought a new camera. I love it. I also bought a router, tivo needed internet too.

I can't forget the mac and cheese I bought at Trader Joe.

I spent all my bling units.

ted.

Troubled

I was troubled to read today on cnn.com somewhere that General Hospital has had a decline in ratings.

Well as a person that would watch (at least)ABC's soap if I could.

Here are my major problems:

General Hospital is on at 2pm. Well at 2pm I am at work. Unfortunately I must continue to work because I haven't won the lottery yet.

It's not streamed online. I know an hour every day (less than 40 without commercials) would be a hard job. I am just saying that other networks have toyed with the idea and have up two-weeks worth of episodes at a time would do it for me.

It's a digital age people get with the program.

What do you think?

Do you think I am Legend is in my mailbox?

Ok, I know that you will never be able to answer this by the time I go and check but in case....

What do you think?

Half a Snow Day

So it's March and Spring but we here in the lovely state of WI got a ton of snow. Most of us spent half the day at work then went home around noon. I spent my afternoon reading about things I have been hearing about at work but didn't quite know what it meant or what it was.

So some of my searches were:
agile (software) development
Scrum

Anyway that was fun. I was upset that soap operas weren't on instead the news was on because of the snow. I wanted to make a post today and I really don't have that much. Pretty dull day.

Well now I am going to watch a few hours of CSI.

A Question for my Readers

I was talking to a co-worker today about getting tattoos while still maintaining a certain level of professionalism.

I have always wanted to get tattoos om my wrists. The reason why I haven't done so yet is that. I haven't been able to find the right designs yet. This particular person was thinking of a forearm tattoo. I said do it, but also that I was biased because I like tattoos.

I would like to think that in 2008 tattoos wouldn't still be the workplace issue that it once was. I know if I thought I was going to be in a situation where I thought I should cover them I would but that's what's long sleeve are for.

Anyway I would like the thoughts of my readers.

What can't you download?

That's right, a baby.

One more post before I go to bed

What's up people????

Well this is the first Tuesday that I can remember having free in a long time. It was a good day Any way. I probably drank to much wine tonight but who cares.

You know life is what it is. People move on. People aren't the same and I think I am moving with it. I am just going to keep up with the flow.

Over my many years I have learned some things:
You can't make people like you
Everyone won't be what you want them to be
You will have disappointments in life
You have to make do with what you have
and many more.

Anyway I hope tomorrow is so much better than yesterday for everyone.

I don't know what happened today - whether it was that I realized something or I really accepted something that I known for sometime. I am having a hard time where I am and I am going to do something about it.

ted out.

Welll since I am not going to stop

I went back to March 18, 2007 on the blog to see what I was complaining about. I thought if I posted anything that day I was saying something that may have annoyed me you know.

What was it: Word Order - I talk funnily some times and I don't like to correct people unless its egregiously horrible but this is that someone said on tv.

"I had prime rib roast with company for dinner..."

It still makes me thing of eating people. That was Sunday.

ted.

I apparently have a lot to say

I am annoyed once again with life. You know I try to live my life in such a way that I don't have secrets and don't need any. There are things that I don't openly share because sometimes it's best not to lay all your cards on the table at once.

So one of my cousins frequently doesn't ask me to participate in activities (whether it be dinner, or out to a club or whatever) that her and some of our friends do because I on a few occasions said I didn't want to go or that I couldn't go. Its funny to me. It probably shouldn't bother me but it does. I personally like to put out the offer out there and see. If someone I invite can't make it they can't make no hard feelings on my part.

It probably shouldn't bother me but it does. Well enough bitching for this post.

I think I might cry

I guess Leonard Cohen was inducted into the Music Hall of Fame March 10th and at the Ceremony Damian Rice performed Hallelujah. Well I just listened to it and man every time I hear the song I start to feel a little sad.

It is a real touching song. Now that I heard that I want to listen to the Jeff Buckley (I'll say it for Beth: "He's dead") version which won't make me feel any better.

Nicknames

Ok I am going to go out on a limb here and embarrass myself because if you can't laugh at yourself I know you will have a rough time in life.

So I was recently thinking of all the nicknames I had in my life and decided to share them with you my readers. If you are brave you can join me in sharing some of yours or adding to my list.

Here we go:

tam
tam tam
tammy
tamarama
tamaramacamera.com (roommates for you)
girly
ted
tedarama
tedmond
tknochie
miss t knochie woman
poohknochie
boo baby
bookie
biggie smalls (early high school days = boys like boobs)
double d (oddly enough it was my cousin)


Updates:

red

Well I did it and I going to post this and hope no one reads it.

See I'm trying

So I left my house today and the neighborhood smelled of burnt toast and coffee. Not to bad I thought. Made me want toast but that didn't happen. Oh well.

Time to do some work.

Renewed Effort

Every once in a while I have to make these statements for myself if for nothing else. I am going to try to blog more. I will try to do more posts on the weekends and evenings.

So what's on my mind tonight. I was at movie night and we were looking at pictures from years ago. Fun times I think. I miss some of the people I hung out with because they were fun. I even sometimes miss the recklessness that I could have back then. Now I have to go to bed at a reasonable hour and work normal hours.

I won't complain because I could have it a lot worse and I am glad I could have the type of fun that I had.

Tamara Update

Well I have decided that I should post something.

Well I went out on both Friday and Saturday night. I'm a fun time.

I sent out a very important text message Saturday that read "Drunk".

I hung out with about 40 people I didn't know. Which was fine. One girl forced me to eat pizza.

The police in Appleton are bored.

I almost bought a new watch, didn't and now regret it as my watch constantly falls off my arm.

I am wearing the same shirt as I did on Saturday (I washed it yesterday)

I am a awful bowler but I love it. Which leads me to the following equation: Tamara + bowling = Tamara is a brilliant bowler

Beside the drowsiness the new allergy medicines are great. Also no dizziness.

It's my pick for movie night I have no clue what I am going to choose.

I kind of want ice cream right now.

I bought a cool new jacket Saturday morning http://tinyurl.com/2d6so6

I could use a nap.

The End

Well...

With all the prostitution talk going around this quiz is getting around


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How smart is Your Right Foot?

Try it?

Just try this. It is from an orthopedic surgeon............ This will
boggle your mind and you will keep trying over and over again to see if
you can outsmart your foot, but, you can't. It's preprogrammed in your
brain!


1. While sitting where you are at your desk in front of your computer,
lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles.


2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your
right Hand. Your foot will change direction.


I told you so!!! And there's nothing you can do about it! You and I
both know how stupid it is, but before the day is done you are going to
try it again, if you've not already done so. Send it to your buddies to
frustrate them too.

Yeah Yeah

I have a few things that I would like to post but I am just going to post the links to the gossipy blogs that I read everyday.

Pink is the new Blog

Egotastic - Even if its mainly girls in bikinis

Pretty on the Outside

What would Tyler Durden Do?

In Case You Didn't Know

What can't you download again?

Wait I remember. a baby.

I am almost at my breaking point

I have been craving Noodles & Co. Buttered Noodles. So I decided I would make some. I have made them before and they have been ok. Problem was I was hungry didn't let my whole grain noodles cook long enough. Well additionally I was using whole grain noodles instead of egg.

I also decided to do a buttered noodle recipe search. I know add butter to noodles then stir. But I have tried different things spices you know. I came across this web site with a Noodles & Co. review. On it said that the buttered noodles were the top seller and that was because most people had a lack of culinary adventure. I took offense. I don't know why exactly but I did. I like all types of food and probably have tried 65% of there menu.

I don't like mushrooms or pesto, so there. I have no clue why I am complaining.

Oh yes I do. I am sick of winter and I want Noodle & Co. brand noodles not Tamara's kitchen brand. Man I think I need a nap or something.

Another Survey

Two names you go by:

1. tam
2. ted

Two things you are wearing right now:

1. yellow long sleeve t-shirt
2. grey pants

Two of your favorite things to do:

1. Reading
2. Writing

Two things you want very badly at the moment:

1. 50+ degrees
2. my nose to be better

Two Pets that you have or have had

1. Jack
2. Jill

Two things you did last night:

1. flat iron my hair
2. Watched the Red Carpet with my sister

Two things you ate today

1. breakfast sandwich
2. that is it

Two people you last talked to

1. Isaiah
2. Pora

Two things you're doing tomorrow:

1. working
2. nachos and beer at Harry's

Longest trips taken:

1. California
2. Florida

Your favorite holidays:

1. Birthday
2. Christmas (there isn't many holidays I don't like)

I think it's time for a change

What does that mean. Colors. Background. We'll see how many readers I truly have when they complain about the layout change.

Update: This will be harder than I thought. I can't find a new template I like.

20 movies that make men cry

Guys how true is this list????

http://advice.eharmony.com/?page=articles/view&AID=1908&cid=23600&aid=705

My Nose is Broken

Its a mess. I want a new one.

Bloggers are funny

ok all bloggers aren't funny and the post about to link to is well... who cares I love this quote

"It's cool, I'm pregnant....I can't get pregnant again."

http://wwtdd.com/post.phtml?pk=3539

Love it

Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day Everyone

I love Valentine's Day even though I am not in a relationship. I love all days that people get presents even if its not me. I'm weird I know.

In my internet travels I have come across this article about why Valentine's Day is not fun for everyone and its good. Good as in hilarious (I know I shouldn't laugh, but people laugh at me all the time).

Anyway this stuck out for me as a good way to spend The day.

'"Sometimes, hanging out at home can be a lot more fun than going out to some restaurant filled with couples," says author McGuire. "Stay home with champagne, caviar and maybe a new toy from a tasteful sex shop."'

Well I don't think people go buy "toys" if they want a tasteful experience. Why else would people leave town to go to a sex shop.

Here's the article:
http://www.cnn.com/2008/LIVING/personal/02/14/valentine.from.hell/index.html?iref=mpstoryview

How do yoou feel about comics

Well if you don't know or you want to try something new. I am going to post some links from one of my favorite blogs. It also gives a "you might like if you like..."

PopCandy Essential Comics Part 1 of 4

PopCandy Essential Comics Part 2 of 4

Yogurt

I remember when I was a kid my maternal grandmother would always try to give my yogurt. Which back then I thought was disgusting. I am sure it was the fruit at the bottom kind which I still find sick. I'll eat it if I don't have to stir it. Which is why you should surround yourself with people who care about you. Beth has stirred many containers of fruit at the bottom yogurt for me. Anyway it was a long while until I could even fathom the notion of eating yogurt. When I finally tried it I decided I like it. Its a good snack, good for breakfast, and time you are to lazy to do anything more then pull off a lid. Well I have been stuck in a yogurt rut because up until recently I would only eat two flavors, strawberry and red raspberry. Preferrably Yoplait. I have tried soy yogurt, I got it down but its not really for me. Back to the two flavors situation. I have tried choclate yogurt and it is gross. I have a weird thing with fruits needing to be in whole fruit format. I stick by the theory that if I can have it in a milk shake I can probably eat it in yogurt. I guess the point of this story is I tried a new flavor, Strawberry Orange Surprise and I love it. Three flavors in my yogurt arsenal. Wait four I like Strawberry mango too but its an orignal flavor not a light and I like the light better.

Get to know you survey

Answer a few people.

Welcome to the 2008 edition of getting to know your friends. Okay, here's what you're supposed to do, and try not to be lame and spoil the fun! Copy this entire email and paste into a new email that you can send, change all the answers so that they apply to you. Then send this to a whole bunch of people you know, INCLUDING the person that sent it to you.

Some of you may get this several times (that means you have lots of friends).

1. What is your occupation? I work in the Web World
2. What color are your socks right now? White
3. What are you listening to right now? people talk about downloading music
4. What was the last thing that you ate? I am eating flamin' hot popcorn
5. Can you drive a stick shift? never tried
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? red
7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Pam
8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? yes
9. How old are you today? 27
10. Favorite drink? don't have a favorite today
11. What is your favorite sport to watch? football
12. Have you ever dyed your hair? yes maybe I should do it again
13. Pets? no but I want a puppy
14. Favorite food? love pizza it however does always like me
5. Last movie you watched? Fear - it was my pick for movie night
16. Favorite Day of the year? well aug, 21st is pretty good but who knows this year
17. What do you do to vent? talk to people
18. What was your favorite toy as a child? Lisa the koala bear me and the koala have some similairities
19. What is your favorite season? Summer
20. Hugs or kisses? kisses
21. Cherry or Blueberry? Cherry
22. Do you want your friends to email you back?the could comment on my blog
23. Who is most likely to respond? I don't know
24. Who is least likely to respond? whoever is not reading my blog
26. When was the last time you cried? not sure
27. What is on the floor of your closet? tons of shoes
28. Who is the friend you have had the longest that you are sending this to? well um I'm only sending it to Pora
29. Who is the friend you have had the shortest that you are sending this to? see answer 28
30. Favorite smells? I am very particular about smells I do like clean linen candles
31. Who inspires you? Everyone you should read the stuff I write
32. What are you afraid of? bite to kill animals
33. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers? can I get a spicy with cheese option
34. Favorite car? I am going to have to work on this one I don't have a favorite
35. Favorite cat breed? ugh they are cute when they are little but I don't know
36. Number of keys on your key ring? 6 maybe
37. How many years at your current job? 7 years 8 months
38. Favorite day of the week? Sundays are usually my day
39. How many states have you lived in? 1
40. Do you think you're funny? yes but people take me to serious sometimes

Family Fued

I just got the title.

It's Family Feud!!
YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO USE MY ANSWERS - hit reply and put your answers
after mine so we can see you found new answers....then forward it to
someone else!

1. Name something you use in the shower.
Razor -- Soup -- Wash Cloth --shampoo

2. Name something a football player wears under his uniform?
Shoulder Pads -- A cup for his ya know --- Athletes Foot Spray -- bengay (I have no clue)

3. Name something people hate to find on their windshield.
Bugs -- Parking Ticket --- Advertisements -- a person they hit last night when they weere drunk

4. Name something a man might buy before a date?
If he wants to meet the list requirements it better be deodorant! --
Condoms --- Breath Mints -- his Visa (he's paying right

5. What's another word for blemish?
Pimple -- Zit -- Face Volcano -- flaw

6. Something you'd cook in the microwave.
Soup -- Popcorn --- Frozen Meal -- baked potato

7. Name a piece of furniture people need help moving
Couch -- Television --- Refrigerator -- bed

8 Name a reason a younger man might like an older woman.
Looks -- Maturity --- Money -- her Visa credit card

9. Name something a dog does that embarrasses its owner.
Sniff's your guests butts... -- Humps someone's leg --- Licks their
own private parts -- pees on their shoes

10. Name a kind of test you cannot study for.
Blood test -- Pregnancy test --- IQ test ? --STD test

11. Name something a boy scout gets a badge for.
Woodworking -- Tying a knot --- Fire Safety -- wilderness survival

12. Name a phrase with the word home in it.
Sweet home Alabama -- Get your a-- home now! --- Home Cookin' -- Home Grown

13. Name a sport where players loose teeth?
Boxing -- Hockey -- Wrestling -- Ultimate Fighting (mixed martial arts)

14. Name something a teacher can do to ruin a student's day?
Give them a bad grade -- Calling their parents -- Give homework -- telling you parent/teacher conference is coming up

15. What is a way you can tell someone has been crying?
Red Eyes -- Puffy Eyes --- Smeared makeup (if a woman) -- wiping at eyes

16. Name something found at a Séance?
Candles -- People --- glass ball -- witches

17. Name a bird you wouldn't want to eat?
parakeet -- A live one -- swan -- pidgeon

18. Name something that gets folded?
paper -- Towels -- recipe ingredients -- money

19. Name something a person wears even if it has a hole in it?
Socks -- Gloves -- belt -- jeans

20. Name something that gets smaller the more you use it?
soap -- Pencil --- eraser -- patience

iTunes music

I have been playing around with my iTunes library lately. I have decided that I need new music. Here is my top 25.



If you have any suggestions of new music leave me a comment.

Shower Survey

You know how it goes. I get them in email and post them here.


Do you shower in the morning or evening?
Mornings on the weekdays whenever I feel like it on the weekends

Do you use liquid or bar soap?
Both

Do you use shampoo and conditioner or just shampoo?
Both

Do you brush your teeth in the shower?
no when I get out

Do you shave in the shower?
Yes

Do you sing in the shower?
No

Do you use a washcloth?
Occasionally

Do you have a door or a curtain on your shower?
door

Have you every taken a call in the shower?
Yes

Have you ever showered in your swimsuit?
This activity sounds familiar. granted I did work at a pool for several summers

Have you ever showered with a member of the same sex?
I can't think of a time but who knows

Have you ever showered with a member of the opposite sex?
yes

Do you share a bathroom with someone?
no

Do you listen to the radio in the shower?
my ipod sometimes

Do you wear a shower cap?
no

Do you wash behind your ears?
yes

Describe your shower in three words
Hot, Long, Refreshing

What one thing would you change about your shower?
if it was in a new apartment

What would make your shower time better for you?
if I had tome to relax

What celebrity would you like to shower with?
so many

What celebrity would you NOT like to shower with?
so many

What is the one thing you can't do without in your shower?
umm water

What is the oddest thing that has happened to you in the shower?
I don't know

What is the best thing that has happened to you in the shower?
I can't tell

When was the last time you showered?
this morning

When are you going to take a shower next?
tomorrow morning

I have the sense of humor of a fourth grader

Tiddy Bear

I need to do better planning

With everything in my life right now. I am feeling a little out of sync, lately.

Multiple calendars it is.

Not Drunk Enough

Well I can definitely say I was not drunk enough for what just happened. Whatever and you all know who I text messaged, know I was dreading this encounter. I wish I would have drank more because I needed to to understand what just happened. I'm semi drunk right now so forgive me. Damn I'm good. I can be nice no matter what. I am going to bed now before my head explodes.

Middle Name Game!!!

My sister sent this to me so i will do it.  If you get ambitious try your self.

Body: It's not that easy. You have to answer every question with the letter from the beginning of your middle name. And they all have to be real names, places, people, etc. and GO!


1. Middle name:
Denise

2. Famous artist/band/musician:
Destiny's Child

3. 5-letter word:
Dazed

4. U.S state:
Delaware

5. Boy name:
Daniel

6. Girl name:
Delilah

7. Animal:
Deer

8. Something in the kitchen?
Dishes

9. Reason for being late?
Drunk

10. Body part?
Duodenum

11. Drink?
Daquiri

12. Something you shout?
Damn

13. Something you eat?
Dates

I think I am losing my mind

For the month of February I am going to limit my television intake to Real World/Road Rules Challenge: The Guanlet, Making the Band 4, The Biggest Loser, October Road and Lost. Don't judge me. What I will be doing instead is writing. Okay and drinking wine.

It will be hard and the Food Network will taunt me in my sleep.

Here is the thing I need to complete something long that a poem. Soon. I am becoming weird and crazy and writing helps weird and crazy.

So everyone wish me luck. I'm scared. Oh what will I do without my episodes of CSI.

I will still be watching movies. Otherwise I might lose my mind.

What I'm Drinking

Well last night it was still pretty early and I decided to finish my bottle of Merlot. I opened a bottle of Mano A Mano Tempranillo 2006. I must say not bad. Will it become my new favorite tempranillo? I don;t know I will have to do a side by side comparsion.

I'll know for sure tonight when I have another glass or two. Since I won't be leaving my house tonight.

Update: I was looking online to see if I could remember how much I paid for this wine and I found this gem of information although it was the 2004 Tempranillo they were talking about I found it amusing all the same.

Tasting Notes. Color: Deep black purple ruby, translucent. Aromas: Cherry, pomegranate and hints of meat and bacon fat. The mouthfeel is medium to full bodied, with intense dry gravelly tannins to balance the bold fruit flavors and tart acidity which explode on the palate. The finish is firm with warm echoes of lush red fruit and a dryness that begs another sip.

What I'm Drinking

So (I really have to stop starting sentences with "So") I have decided to start another blog feature called "What I'm Drinking". It will be a post on what wine I am currently drinking and what I like or don't like about it. I have been out of wine for a while and after leaving the pub last night I stopped in the liquor store with the scary auto opening doors to pick up a bottle.

Red Rock Winery Merlot 2005 ($10.99)

Delicious. I forgot how much I like merlot. I haven't been buying many bottles because there is so many varietals to try. This bottle is dry, velvety-smooth and pleasant. I would recommend this one to others. If I would have had to go to work I would of stayed up watched some tv and finished the bottle. This way I have more for tonight.

Feelin' Good

A good Bottle of Wine. Red Rock Winery Merlot 2005
Real world/Road Rules Challenge Gauntlet
Making the Band (some number I am sure P diddy imagined)
Project runway is still on
The Moment of Truth was the good

I like this. Oh the stuff there is to talk about.

Oh I also just saw a commercial with an animated unicorn about not smoking. Yay.

What your birth month says about you

I find these things funny and I was promised I would find my true love (or something) if I repost this. Plus it uses words that I like, such as: sparkly and revengeful.

Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are.

JANUARY = SLUT
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. treats others equally. Strong
sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. has difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days

FEBRUARY = ATTITUDE
Abstract thoughts. Outgoing.Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive.Fun to be around with. sexiest out of everyone. A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Able to cheer anyone up and make them laugh. Amazing smile. An awesome kisser. Temperamental. Honest. A very good girlfriend/boyfriend and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really
easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH = FLIRTATIOUS
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with an August brithday. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone
that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

APRIL = PIMP
APRIL means that your really good looking. Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Everyone loves to be around you. You always attract attention. You are definately the most sexiest and good looking of them all. You know how to get what you want. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to
much in the next 4 days.

MAY = PORNSTAR
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. An awesome kisser. Sensitive. A very good girlfriend/boyfriend. Amazing Smile. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Has All The Characteristics of John Carrico Bubbly personality. Suductive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Super sexy. Extremley hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

JUNE = SEXY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Very easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Understanding. Fun to be around. Nympho-and an awesome lover too....makes u happy so that makes them happy...Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

JULY = HOTTIE
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5
mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

AUGUST = THUG
You a strait up "Gangsta" Attractive personality. Very! sexy. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*! Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt! Trustworthy. Appreciative
and returns kindness. The best in bed out of ANY of these months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

SEPTEMBER = LOVER
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

OCTOBER =PERFECT
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them
because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

NOVEMBER = GORGEOUS
Loyal and generous. Absolutely beautiful. Is easy to fall in love with. True and honest. A fabulous listener. Alway there for friends. Is very spontaneous and exciting- a lot of fun to be with. Never gets old. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Ambitious. Influential in. very sexy and very flirtatious. beautiful inside and out. respectful to everyone, very excepting. talented, a good public speaker. sexiest out of everyone. lovable and engaging. very opinionated! organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. repost this in 5 mins & you will find true love at 11:00 a.m.

DECEMBER = FREAK IN BED
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes
unnecessary things.

How many Oscar nominated movies did you see?

To be honest, I saw Juno, The Bourne Ultimatum and part of American Gangster. You?

Best Picture
"Atonement"
"Juno"
"Michael Clayton"
"No Country for Old Men"
"There Will Be Blood"

Actor
George Clooney, "Michael Clayton"
Daniel Day-Lewis, "There Will Be Blood"
Johnny Depp, "Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet Street"
Tommy Lee Jones, "In the Valley of Elah"
Viggo Mortensen, "Eastern Promises"

Actress
Cate Blanchett, "Elizabeth: The Golden Age"
Julie Christie, "Away From Her"
Marion Cotillard, "La Vie en Rose"
Laura Linney, "The Savages"
Ellen Page, "Juno"

Supporting Actor
Casey Affleck, "The Assassination of Jesse James by the Coward Robert Ford"
Javier Bardem, "No Country for Old Men"
Hal Holbrook, "Into the Wild"
Philip Seymour Hoffman, "Charlie Wilson's War"
Tom Wilkinson, "Michael Clayton"


Supporting Actress
Cate Blanchett, "I'm Not There"
Ruby Dee, "American Gangster"
Saoirse Ronan, "Atonement"
Amy Ryan, "Gone Baby Gone"
Tilda Swinton, "Michael Clayton"

Director
Julian Schnabel, "The Diving Bell and the Butterfly"
Jason Reitman, "Juno"
Tony Gilroy, "Michael Clayton"
Joel Coen and Ethan Coen, "No Country for Old Men"
Paul Thomas Anderson, "There Will Be Blood"

Foreign Film
"Beaufort," Israel
"The Counterfeiters," Austria
"Katyn," Poland
"Mongol," Kazakhstan
"12," Russia

Adapted Screenplay
Christopher Hampton, "Atonement"
Sarah Polley, "Away from Her"
Ronald Harwood, "The Diving Bell and the Butterfly"
Joel Coen & Ethan Coen, "No Country for Old Men"
Paul Thomas Anderson, "There Will Be Blood"

Original Screenplay
Diablo Cody, "Juno"
Nancy Oliver, "Lars and the Real Girl"
Tony Gilroy, "Michael Clayton"
Brad Bird, Jan Pinkava and Jim Capobianco, "Ratatouille"
Tamara Jenkins, "The Savages."

Animated Feature Film
"Persepolis"
"Ratatouille"
"Surf's Up"

Cinematography
"The Assassination of Jesse James by the Coward Robert Ford"
"Atonement"
"The Diving Bell and the Butterfly"
"No Country for Old Men"
"There Will Be Blood"


Original Score
"Atonement," Dario Marianelli
"The Kite Runner," Alberto Iglesias
"Michael Clayton," James Newton Howard
"Ratatouille," Michael Giacchino
"3:10 to Yuma," Marco Beltrami



Documentary Feature
"No End in Sight"
"Operation Homecoming: Writing the Wartime Experience"
"Sicko"
"Taxi to the Dark Side"
"War/Dance"

So I hear Lipstick is back

I think it was pretty obvious that it has been out. Glosses was the thing. The thing is lipstick is so hard to do, right. I know tons of people who wear orange lipstick and shouldn't. But besides that I know tons of people who wear the wrong color for them.

I am thinking since lipstick is back we should all re-evaluate our fav colors. I'll do my best to stay away from the light purples that I love so much.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/22711914/

I have seen... (cont.)

Back to the associations.

Steel Magnolias
Pretty Woman
The Pelican Brief
Everyone Says I Love You
Stepmom
Notting Hill
Runaway Bride
Erin Brockovich
The Mexican
Thelma and Louise
Se7en
Fight Club
Meet Joe Black
The Silence of the Lambs
Amistad
Hannibal
The Hand that Rocks the Cradle
Boogie Nights
The Big Lebowski

That's it for now.

I have seen... (cont.)

I thought I get a post in before I settle in for 3 hours of soap operas. Yes 3 hours.

I am checking out my movie collection now.

American History X
Drumline
Barber Shop
Barber Shop 2
Austin Powers Goldmember
Varsity Blues
Home for the Holidays
Raising Arizona
Run Lola Run
Closer
The Terminal
Chicago
Minority Report
Mona Lisa Smile

Soaps on got to go.

Do you ever just have one of those weeks?

I am having one of those weeks and I was trying to decide what was the highlight. Captain America and Bingo Dogs.

I have seen... (cont.)

Here we go again. But before I focus on Freddie I want to write:

Magnolia

Now on to association.

I Know What You Did Last Summer
She's All That
Boys and Girls
Scream
Scream 2
Legally Blonde
Legally Blonde 2
In Good Company
The Departed
Four Brothers
I Heart Huckabees
Planet of the Apes (2001)
The Big Hit
Boogie Nights
Poison Ivy
What's Eating Gilbert Grape
Romeo + Juliet
Titanic

That's all for now.

I have seen... (cont.)

Ok today I have nothing to really associate with but let's see where this goes.

Mulholland Drive
Monster's Ball
B.A.P.S.
Halloween H20: 20 Years Later
Deep Blues Sea
Aeon Flux
The Pursuit of Happyness
Independence Day
Alien
Alpha Dog
Grumpy Old Men
Grumpier Old Men
Groundhogs Day
What about Bob
Charlie's Angel
50 First Dates
Little Nicky
Cruel Intentions
Down To You
I Still Know What You Did Last Summer

That leaves me with Freddie Prinze Jr. more with that later.

I have seen... (cont.)

Well while I wait to use the microwave I do some more movies. I'm starting with a Sin City actress now. I'm going Jessica Alba.

Never Been Kissed
Idle hands
Fantastic Four

That leads me to comic book/super hero/supernatural movies.

Daredevil
Batman Begins
X-men
X-men: The Last Stand
Spider-Man 2
Spider-Man 3
Unbreakable (worse movie ever)
Stigmata
The Sixth Sense
Catwoman

Oh the injustice.

ted.

Sour Patch Kids

Are awesome. I went to Buddy Squirrel this weekend and bought sour patch kids, gummy bears, 1 chocolate covered graham cracker and two pecan tads. Then the next day I went back and got cheese and caramel corn. I guess working at Buddy Squirrel wasn't too bad when I was 17 maybe i could get a part time job there.

Why I Write

I have been so intrigued by this blog I started reading a few weeks ago that I have been wanting to tell me story. Why do I write?

Well there are so many reasons why I write. It comes from being lonely, wanting someone else's life. Although I am well-adjusted (so I think) life has not always been peaches and cream or ice cream and cake. Anyway one of the reasons I write is because people told me I couldn't. I sometimes find punctuation to be hard to keep up with when I am in a zone. I did very poorly in high school English (which could have come from reading lot of 17th century writing). Most of all I write because I can make up characters so much different from me and create a world around them.

So that is like reason #345 of why I write.

I have seen... (cont.)

So Ii was trying to think of the name of a movie and I was going through the plot in my head and thought man was that ridiculous. So I will start my list today with that one. Just think about it.

Armageddon

Speaking of Liv Tyler

Can't Hardly Wait
Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King

Speaking of Frodo Baggins (I am not quite sure what his last name was or if he had one but)

Back to the Future II
The Adventures of Huck Finn
The Good Son
Flipper
The Faculty
Deep Impact
Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind
Sin City

I guess tomorrow I will pick an actress/actor from Sin City and continue.

ted.

I have seen... (cont.)

Shaun of the Dead
Waitress
Donnie Darko
Gone in 60 Seconds
Varsity Blues
Mean Girls
American Pie
American Pie 2
American Wedding
Anger Management
The Devil Wears Prada
Interview with the Vampire: The Vampire Chronicles
Primal Fear
Fear
The Italian Job
Starship Troopers
School Daze
Phone Booth
Saved!
The Mighty Ducks
The Mighty Ducks 2
The Mighty Ducks 3

Things you may not know about me

Since the writer's strike I have been reading a lot of articles about the many writers. I today came across a blog that have been featuring stories from various writers. Ina series called "Why We Write".

I am not a published writer but I would like to be one day. So I know that I give people limited information about my life. Not that I am ashamed but because I don't want to have long drawn out conversations about information. I will write about my feelings because that is safe for me. I can write things down and then decide if I am willing to share that with people and when.

So today I start my why I write series called "Things you may not know about me". Long title I know.

So wrote something here about having a birthday feeling abandoned and gaining new friends. That was a few days ago. I had it saved in drafts waiting for the right time to publish it. Well now it is in my not online pieces of writing repository. I have decided that writing that helped me because I wrote it down. I haven't shared it with anyone yet. Although I know I will in order for it to really be therapeutic. I am just not ready yet.

I know so many people and we all grew up different. Every family has their quirks but I am not sure if 3 days ago or today is the right time for that story. But like I said before its the type of story were people want to find out more and although I can write about it, I still don't want to talk about it.

One day maybe tomorrow.

I have seen...

After sending out an email about a movie thats in the works I have decided on a new project. I am going to write down every movie I have ever saw.

I'll start today and see how far this goes.

Dumbo
Mickey and the Pauper
Mickey and the Beanstalk
Ocean's Eleven (the remake)
Ocean's Twelve
Ocean's Thirteen
Bourne Identity
Bourne Supremacy
Bourne Ultimatum
Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs
Beauty and the Beast
A Raisin in the Sun
A Cat on a Hot Tin Roof
The Core
The Fifth Element

This could go on forever and probably will.

Soap Opera news

I am very happy to hear that Sarah Brown (form Carly) is returning to General Hospital. What I am sad about is that she is not returning as Carly. She made the character what it is today. Anyway I can't wait to see who she will play.

What's up Google?

So I am logging into my blog today and I type the wrong password. Instead of the login password message is wrong error. I get this login doesn't exist.

You can't fool me Google, I'm on to you.

Awesome story

So an anchor woman was fired from her main anchor job after being on suspension following her arrest for allegedly hitting a female NYC cop.

How brilliant can you be? I must admit that I didn't read the entire post but what I read was enough for me.

http://www.deusexmalcontent.com/2008/01/woe-is-lane.html

Oh whoever writes this blog uses strong language.

An article from the New York Post

Cat on a Hot Tin Roof

I loved the movie. I brought to movie night and there were mixed reviews. Anyway you have to appreciate the classics and a young hot Paul Newman.

Well I just read that in March there is a new Broadway revival of the show.

Well this new revival features an all black cast with some pretty big stars

Debbie Allen will direct.
Phylicia Rashad as Big Mama
Terrence Howard as Brick
James Earl Jones as Big Daddy
Anika Noni Rose as Maggie, the Cat

http://www.cat2008onbroadway.com/

Now who wants to go see it.

Maybe we can keep our jobs

Dear Employees:

It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversation with their co-workers.

Due to complaints received from some employees who may be easily offended, this type of language will no longer be tolerated.

We do, however, realize the critical importance of being able to accurately express your feelings when communicating with co-workers.

Therefore, a list of 18 New and Innovative 'TRY SAYING' phrases have been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in an effective manner.


Number 1

TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training.
INSTEAD OF: You don't know what the f___ you're doing.

Number 2

TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter.
INSTEAD OF: She's a f___ing bit__.

Number 3

TRY SAYING: Perhaps I can work late.
INSTEAD OF: And when the f___ do you expect me to do this?

Number 4

TRY SAYING: I'm certain that isn't feasible.
INSTEAD OF: No f___ing way.

Number 5

TRY SAYING: Really?
INSTEAD OF: You've got to be sh___ing me!

Number 6

TRY SAYING: Perhaps you should check with...
INSTEAD OF: Tell someone who gives a sh__.

Number 7

TRY SAYING: I wasn't involved in the project.
INSTEAD OF: It's not my f___ing problem.

Number 8

TRY SAYING: That's interesting.
INSTEAD OF: What the f___?

Number 9

TRY SAYING: I'm not sure this can be implemented.
INSTEAD OF: This sh__ won't work.

Number 10

TRY SAYING: I'll try to schedule that.
INSTEAD OF: Why the f___ didn't you tell me sooner?

Number 11

TRY SAYING: He's not familiar with the issues.
INSTEAD OF: He's got his head up his a__.

Number 12

TRY SAYING: Excuse me, sir?
INSTEAD OF: Eat sh__ and die.

Number 13

TRY SAYING: So you weren't happy with it?
INSTEAD OF: Kiss my a__.

Number 14

TRY SAYING: I'm a bit overloaded at the moment.
INSTEAD OF: F__ it, I'm on salary.

Number 15

TRY SAYING: I don't think you understand.
INSTEAD OF: Shove it up your a__.

Number 16

TRY SAYING: I love a challenge.
INSTEAD OF: This f___ing job sucks.

Number 17

TRY SAYING: You want me to take care of that?
INSTEAD OF: Who the f___ died and made you boss?

Number 18

TRY SAYING: He's somewhat insensitive.
INSTEAD OF: He's a pr_ck.

Thank You,
Human Resources

Music Favorties of 2007

I have decided to kind of give up and post what I have come up so far..

Amy Winehouse - Rehab
Amy Winehouse - Some Unholy War
Justin Timberlake Lovestoned/I think that she knows (Although it was out in 2006)
Finger Eleven - Paralyzer
Kanye West - Stronger
Jay-Z - Hollywood
Beyonce - Welcome to Hollywood
Fergie - Clumsy
Maroon 5 - Makes me Wonder
Maroon 5 - Wake Up Call
Timbaland - Apologize
White Stripes - Rag and Bone
White Stripes - Conquest
Britney Spears - Piece of Me
T.I. - Big Shit Poppin'
Alicia Keys - Lessons Learned
Alicia Keys - No One
Rihanna - Breakin' Dishes
Rihanna - Umbrella
Rihanna- Last Time
Rihanna - Shut Up an Drive
Kelly Clarkson - Irvine/Chivas (Chivas only)

Upcoming Wine Tastings

Waterford Wine Company

1327 E. Brady St.
Milwaukee, WI 53202
414-289-WINE (9463)
http://waterfordwine.com/

The “Nobody’s Perfect” Tasting

Wednesday, January 9, 7:00 pm, $20 per guest

An Exploration of South America

Monday, January 16, 7:00 pm, $25 per guest

Inspiring Thirst: Kermit Lynch Imports!

Wednesday, January 23, 7:00 pm, $40 per guest

Ridge Zinfandel

Wednesday, January 30, 7:00, $30 per guest

There were descriptions in the email but if you are a fan of wine check it out.

Rumors

The word on the street is Jammie is cheating on Petey with Spicy.

Happy New Year

I am sure it will become a good one.

So there are a few things to do but I won't stress over them.

So in the meantime.

Conquest!